Tuesday, August 5, 2014
I know he is always with me and tarrah every day When we drive we always see one or more birds drive past our cars our windows our balcony any time I think of him there is a bird waiting there. There is a bird that lives on the roof of our balcony . Its amazing what god can do to show us he is okay. My son will always point to the picture of them togethor and say dad as If he knows his own grandpa when he past my son was only 4 months and he still remembers my son can see him in different ways then our bodies and eyes will let us. I'm glad I was apart of his life for 18 years he became my best friend in stead of a parent he was my best friend for18 years the ononly real personperson i could look up to. He was an amazing person I love him with all my heart and he is carrying my love with him. For ever and always dad you will be missed I know you are still with me and are walking each step and are here to watch each mild stone I achieve with me. You are all I think about every day you are the first person I think about and evey night you are my last god blessed me with your beautiful smile the day you past he let you see your grandson and let you wake up to see us for just a moment and we saw your beautiful eyes and beautiful smile he blesses us with that moment and I will never forget the way you looked at us that day and he blessed me with holding your hand while you took your last breath but I know you are always with us and I couldn't thank god more than I do now . I love you dad and I'm sorry you had to leave me when I was only 18 but I know that god has a plan for all of us and there is a reason why and a purpose for our lives to be the way they are . your youngest daughter will always be here thinking about you.
